here’s an unfortunate tendency for these bio things to read like thinly disguised résumés. However, I can hardly avoid talking about my professional pursuits, since that’s what I spend almost all my time doing. I don’t really have much of  “a life” in the conventional sense — you know, family, vacations, crabgrass — although I’m open to offers. Mostly I spend my time working, so even though this is the personal version of my bio, that’s what I have to talk about here.

Left Brain, Right Brain

I’m both a writer and an illustrator. I know that combination sounds a little unserious, for a couple of reasons. In general, we tend to give more credibility to specialists; and some professional combinations seem especially suspicious. How many people would trust a heart surgeon who had a side business etching satanic tatoos into bikers’ forearms? Or a baker who worked nights in a toxic-waste dump?

My own combination is not that threatening — or colorful — but the ubiquitous stereotype about “left-brained” and “right-brained” people makes the concept of a writer/illustrator seem dubious to some people. As far as I know, the only w/i’s who are taken seriously work in cartooning (comic strips, comic books, or editorial cartoons) or in children’s books. My work history is broader than that. It gets worse: I’ve also worked extensively in related graphic-design, computer-technology, and teaching professions. This naturally raises a painful (for me, anyway) question: can I expect people to take me seriously in any of these vocations?

I’ve observed that most people focus their lives on three or four different things, each of which they (and the people around them) take seriously. Usually only one of these is an occupation; but the others are still preoccupations, chosen from a wide menu that includes family, community, religion, charities or other public service, travel, popular culture, an active social life, and various hobbies. I don’t do most of that stuff. I have no more time at my disposal — and therefore no more possible focuses — than anybody else; I’ve been able to pursue more than one vocation simply by giving up other things that people typically pursue.

I try to minimize my professional ‘image problem’ by compartmentalizing my working life somewhat. My occupational diversity is obviously no secret, but I try not to push it in people’s faces, either. Writing clients sometimes have no idea that I can draw, and, conversely, an art director who knew me only as an illustrator once expressed surprise that my emails were so well written. I even maintain multiple email addresses for my different professional identities.

Born to be Bifurcated

It may sound crazy that I became both a writer and an illustrator, but there’s a logical (and totally different) explanation for my involvement in each of these fields.

I initially became a writer for a simple (and unflattering) reason: in my youth, I was able to succeed at writing and other language-related activities with relatively little effort. For example, I pulled straight A’s in my college English major, as well as in graduate courses which I took to get certification as an English teacher, without ever working very hard. (It took years before I learned that sustained hard work can be more fun than just hanging around.)

Since then, as an adult, I’ve worked in numerous language-related fields. I was a high school English teacher in New York City — first in a gang-ridden inner-city school that one newspaper called “the most violent school in New York,” then in one of the country’s top-rated schools for the intellectually gifted. Later, in Boston, I worked as editor-in-chief of a small magazine, magazine columnist, marketing writer, tech writer, and public speaker. Unlike in my student days, I worked hard at all these language-centric gigs — probably too hard, obsessively hard — but it all came pretty naturally to me.

y contrast, I had to learn to be a visual artist. Although I had drawn continuously from childhood right into adulthood, I still had to concentrate and work hard in the drawing and painting courses I took. I never thought about my motivation at the time, but in retrospect, it wasn’t very mysterious; in fact, becoming a visual artist wasn’t even a conscious decision. It’s just what one did in our household. I grew up with an art school in our living room, because my father, a kind of beatnik painter, taught private art classes right in our home. In fact, it wasn’t exactly a “home.” Most of our living space was used as a neighborhood art gallery, picture-framing shop, art-supply store, and private studio rooms rented out to individual painters. Every Friday night, perhaps a hundred or more people would come to art talks in the gallery, which was right below my bedroom.

Given that slightly peculiar upbringing, it may not be surprising that I moved out for good when I was barely seventeen, and spent most of my twenties as a painter. I continued to study anatomy, perspective, composition, and lechery at various art schools in New York.

Eventually I mostly stopped painting and became an illustrator and designer, which seemed more closely related to my interest in storytelling, and also helped to pay the rent. Illustration will never come quite as naturally to me as writing does; but after decades of artistic study and work, I seem to have attained some level of proficiency. Natural-born or not, I love to draw, and my clients seem to love my illustrations. (Either that or they’re exceedingly polite and masochistic; it’s hard to say which.)

I’m not sure that this little history of how I became both a writer and a visual artist does anything to reduce the subtle prejudice that versatile people face; but it may, at least, make my career choices seem less incomprehensible.

About My Name

When people ask what “San” was shortened from, I’m tempted to answer that it was lengthened from “Sa” — but I restrain myself, because nobody likes a wiseass. Actually, my ancestors lived on the San River in central Europe.

I like my first name (Lawrence) but I dislike the nickname that’s commonly substituted for it — it simply doesn’t fit my personality. On the other hand, I like “San” so much that I often use it alone as a professional name. Most people call me either “Lawrence” or “San.”

Where Am I?

I often ask myself that question, philosophically speaking. But geographically, although originally a native New Yorker, I’ve been living in Boston for many years now. It’s a beautiful city — some people say the most “European looking” of American cities — and I get great pleasure just walking around here (which I do a lot).

Recent Pursuits

If there’s one thing I’m addicted to, it’s learning new things. Luckily, I’m also adept at studying on my own, and at this stage in my development, I find that more efficient than taking formal courses. Lately I’ve been immersed in anatomy and other elements of drawing — really, re-learning them, since I studied them formally many years ago in art school. I’ve also been studying JavaScript (a Web development language). I thought I’d find it boring but, to my amazement, it’s really interesting and kind of fun. I’ve also been writing and, of course, working on this Web site. What have you been doing? That’s not just a rhetorical question…

Can We Talk?

For the few (very few, I’m sure) people who’ve read this far, here’s a suggestion: send email with your thoughts. For example, you might comment about this page, or about one of my stories, or mention a project I might work on. Whatever you’d like to talk about, I’d love to hear from you.